I fear my life had been corrupted, thank you Jesus for loving me.

So, as I listen to my pastor sharing a message of hope, I'm stuck on the verse that he read. 2 Timothy 3:1-5. The list of acts that people are doing top each other sounds an awful lot like my life and it scares me a little.
How on earth does this happen! How can my desire to do good be overshadowed by the crap that goes on around me; the things the are going on in my very life.
This must change!
As I continue to watch my kids argue with each other and with myself, I wonder what it would be like if, even for a day, stop serving ourselves and start counting others as more important. What would that be like...to stop thinking about ourselves!
I don't want to be selfish anymore, but I'm afraid that if I change and others do not, that I would be bitter and revert back to my old selfish ways.
Is they hope?
There's is because I have faith in Jesus. I may not be able to Change my selfish ways by myself, but I know that I have a savior that will be able to help me through it.
We, and when I say we I mean I, need to take everything to Jesus and continue to trust that he will listen.